Love

Why is it that talking to the people we love is harder than talking to complete strangers? I've been running from so many things, so many problems, yet I address them by making online friends and reveling in anime episodes. My mom and dad are disappointed in me, I know, but I can't stop. My online friends understand me more than some of my real life friends. I wish I could find some great people in my area to spend time and confide in. I have a best friend and a guy who loves me, but I need others to turn to.

Sometimes I wish that love would be simpler. That you would realize it faster than it hitting you in the freaking face when you least expect it. There's also many different kinds of love. Respect love, hate-love, romance love, lust love, friendship love, family love. What if the world was so full of love that we could just stop killing ourselves with pain and hatred, that we stopped all the emotional problems. What if the drunk man wasn't drunk? What if the sad child actually had a father who hadn't run away?

So many questions to answer. So many reasons why the world is so fucked up.

Love,

Hika

Valentine's Day

Hey everyone! Recently I got XBOX Live, so I haven't been doing much lately. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day! We all blow V-day off because it's all about sweethearts and gifts. But I think Valentine's Day isn't about true love or girlfriends/boyfriends. It's just about telling someone you care about that you love them, whether its Grandma, or Dad, or even your stupid brother. My DAD gave me a box of smores chocolates just because he wanted to, and I think spreading the love to anyone on such a special day is wonderful. Kudos to my dad!

I've been hooked into the wonders of online gaming. I find the competition and cooperative atmospheres alluring. Hm. Anyway, I hope you all find someone to care about in the future to make Valentine's day extremely special!!

Love,

Hika

Friends

Friends shape your whole entire life. My friends saved my life and helped me get through some nasty emotional problems. What came out of those problems is an increased urge to create, live, and love. I am an artist. My life is my art.

Friends should never tell each other to drink, do drugs, or turn their backs on other friends. We should all live in harmony together. The world is dying because of our parents' mistakes. We can't make the same mistakes and dissolve the world with our own stupidity. Reach out to anyone that needs a hand. Save the world one step at a time. Kindness is worth more than hatred in the end. And who knows?

You could save a life.

Love,

Hika